Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Come back
Don't know what to do
Trying not to face it to

Shining my life was a wish
Swimming freely as a fish

Suddenly....ran away
Like passing in a darkway

Lost, dont know where
Seeing life as a flare

Asking, wondering why...?
Like falling from so high

passion, feelings...all are hurt
As usual, I've never learnt

Won't you come back to me
Don't be afraid, I'm not a bee

The one who loved you more
The one who who want you more & more



Wednesday, February 28, 2007

It's not ma life i think it's yours
That's why i'm closing the doors

Always thought it was you
But it's not true

Wherever i go i feel ur soul
But i can't find it''no more''

Don't know what 2 do
Have done lots 2 u

Just dreaming for a lovely day
Dreaming for your lovely stay

You don't feel what i mean
Coz you were always mean

Destroying every single thing
Coz you don't feel anything

Don't want 2 say goodbye
Will have another try

Don't you know why?
Coz you always keep me high

Leave everything behind
Don't be blind

It's a couple of days we live
So don't ask & try 2 give

Friday, February 09, 2007









I'm such a lucky person...to have u for a friend..there's a certain nearness and warmth when u walk in..U have a gift within u ..it's a talent that u posses,for making other people feel special and so blessed..The fun we have is spirited..full of life n energy..The time we spend together,will be itched in memory..when i'm down and sad u were always there..your heart is pure sweet..U're so kind,nice,loving and thoughtful without you i'd be lost..I can't imagine ma life without u..i think we were created for each other..it's really a gift from god 2 have a friend like u that shares me in everything in ma life..and walks with me however long ma life's path is..I hope when the years soon come that our friendship will shine as the sun....to ma lil angel ENGY

Tuesday, February 06, 2007






I could hardly believe it...
When I heard the news today..
I had to come and get it straight from you...
They said you were leavin....
'Someone swept you heart awayFrom the look upon your face ....I see it's true...So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'....Then tell me one thing more before I go....Tell me why do you love doing that 2 me although i've never done anything back as u do ....I didn't come here for cryin...Didn't come here to breakdown...It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end...An how can I blame you...When I built my world around alone...And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming.....coz i always pay 4 nothing...When even now it's more than I can take.......And I don't wanna face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming......Now that your dream has come true....dont 4 get what u always do ...coz i 'll never do....don't take me 4 others mistakes...but forgive their mistakes coz if u dont that will keep power 4m u...thx 4 nothing.....

Monday, December 04, 2006



sometimes life get miserable..u even dont know how 2 describe ur internal feelings..but only u feel that u r carrying burdens on ur shoulder
and when u stay a while and ask ur self whats going wrong.. u discover that u even dont know urself needs..just feel that there r lots of things missing..as people's support 2 u or even a nice word that courages u 2 push on forwards especially if its from a special person that u admire...
and when u become couraged u won't be pushed rapidly as that thing goes gardually first untill u reach the peak...then plateau appears for a while and then again gradually u become down..unless u become couraged again..
its not good 2 depend on others..the stongest ...the indepenent one..i am saying these words..coz that what i am always through..although i can depend on ma self..but always inneed 2 hear nice words from special one near 2 me ...''plz try 2 understand ma word i always keep things behind u '';)

Saturday, October 07, 2006


i feel that i lost my way
dont know where 2 go or stay
I know im number 1
u can hide but u cant run
u know im the best
thats why u runaway from ma test
u always scream u always cry
ur biggest hope is that u'll soon die
i can be ur death angel hunnii
can kill u like a warrior kills a bunny
when death beomes a blessing im always there
killing u with a sword & ur bloods flies in the air
blood runs in ur viens and it can be on the floor
if u wish 2 die tht way just open ur door


Tuesday, August 08, 2006

i dont know from where 2 strart and begin..
but i want 2 say ..that i am missing u so much
day from day..i dont know why i'm persisting on u..
maybe its because..that u were the only one that understood
me correctly and completly..u enclose me tightly when i'm with u..
when i'm with u ..i 4get every single thing around us..i even 4get maself..
although i don't lo0ok 2 ur eyes directly..i wish 2 c u and feel u more deeply..
ur eyes send out beams that makes me firm..i dont need more than that..just u
shining my whole life..u really make it different..that i wish we wont be apart whatever happens...u wipe away all of my tears...u fight away all of my fears...and when u breath
i feel as if i'm breathing and still alive..hope that god protects u from any harm..and makes my day b4 urz..really i am writing these words form the deepest part of ma heart..may god bless u

!!! " Don't Be Afraid Of The Dark .Be Afraid Of What It Hides " !!!