i dont know from where 2 strart and begin..
but i want 2 say ..that i am missing u so much
day from day..i dont know why i'm persisting on u..
maybe its because..that u were the only one that understood
me correctly and completly..u enclose me tightly when i'm with u..
when i'm with u ..i 4get every single thing around us..i even 4get maself..
although i don't lo0ok 2 ur eyes directly..i wish 2 c u and feel u more deeply..
ur eyes send out beams that makes me firm..i dont need more than that..just u
shining my whole life..u really make it different..that i wish we wont be apart whatever happens...u wipe away all of my tears...u fight away all of my fears...and when u breath
i feel as if i'm breathing and still alive..hope that god protects u from any harm..and makes my day b4 urz..really i am writing these words form the deepest part of ma heart..may god bless u

i am so happy ..i cant describe how glad
i am..i am travellin on saturday with my best friend
bato0ot to marina..after along way 4 persuadin
my parents ..i cant believe that my dad agreed
and wants me 2 go with her as if there were no problems
4 that....thanks god

i think noone cares about how i am ..
how my life is runin..and if i gave the
one i need the chance to intervene in
my life..i retreat back..because i discover
that noone deserve that place in my life
maybe i am dejected somehow these days
i feel alone.no support at all.....
thats why i am writin these words but i hope
i may change my words with better ones coz
really i am fed up from everything is happenin

ma dream

yesterday I was sittin on ma restful sofa ,
stretched ma legs and dropped ma head on
ma soft pillow with ma lemonade juice
I started to think about ma life and how
it's goin on......
of course u can imagine how comfort i was
with the classic music playin around me as
if i was thrown to another world..a peace one.
on hearin the piano and the violin playin the
lovely symphony of zamfir..now i became
completely immersed in my fancy dream.....
i was sittin in da garden smellin da nectar of da
fascinatin flowers...then my charming man came
masked my eyes with his gentle hands

gave me his romantic kiss..cuddled me.....
hold me and lift all the burdens off my shoulders...
then he put his soft hands around my waist..
on that ofcourse i couldnt feel my self..
i completely felt as if i m livin on da moon
where there's noone with us just me and him..
we started our dance that we used to..
steppin forwards and backwards..
without thinkin where would we put our leg..
as if both of us were flyin.....
it was sunset,lovely music,romantic atmosphere
with ma paramour between ma hands....
i think i don need more than that in my life...but suddenly
i heard my sister yellin..the juice was about to spill
then i realized that it was only adream...
i was zapped back to reality..
and hoped if only ma dream may come true one day..
without nullifying it with a lemonade juice.........

smile is the way for joy
smile is the way to enjoy

enjoy ur life in anyway
enjoy ur life that's the day

day for luv or for joy
day for hatred or for toy

toy as u maybe in his heart
but it's not in his fault

smile is the way for joy
smile is the way to enjoy

comes...goes u don't know
comes...goes he will show

show what? u don't know
show luv,romance he will show

but he has 2 know u r not a toy
depending on what he will show

dreaming for a lovely day
dreaming for a lovely stay

smile is the way for joy
smile is the way to enjoy

imagine flying in the sky
imagine reaching a lovely star

remember how u spent ur childhood
playin wid toys,sand and wid wood

runin,playin hide and seek
then u remember back u r weak

years pass,life fades
so take care from god's says

smile is the way for joy
smile is the way to enjoy

something u can't describe
something is always in ur mind
u wonder ,u ask ,u u u ....
but at the end discover it wasn't u

emotions feelings that can't be tell
emotions feelings that can't be spell
u wonder if u were deceived
u answer ,u were the received

receive normal feelings and love
so u try to show tough
sorrow,joy u don't know
but soon god will show

were young,but thats the step
step of luv,that we accept
maybe don't show anything
but only predict eveything

people say it was u
tryin not 2 believe them 2
comes and ask u about ur life
u answer: i am still alive

life is not what u think
life is a thing that may sink
luv..is the question 2 u
nothing..is the answer from u

solutions that can't be found
emotions r still flyin around
nothing 2 say,nothing 2 do
but u must find someone new